Seems there have been so many deaths around me this year.... And sadly a little girl whom I did not know, but who had Down syndrome like Lily, passed very unexectedly, very suddenly. Although I don't know the family, my heart still breaks for them. I held Lily more than I already normally do - which believe me is ALOT! But, sometimes we wake up and realize that we don't get to choose our time and life holds no guarantees for any of us. I worry all the time about me leaving Lily here way too soon and I know I can't worry about things like that for I will never get to fully live. But, I pray to God everyday to let me and Lily have a long life together. I am sure that is what everyone wants I know. I guess all I can do is enjoy every second of every day and make the most of it. Just sometimes when you hear of so many things that just don't make sense - like an 8 year old dying, like my mom who has stage IV cancer breaking her arm while trying to caregive for my brother who has MS and is wheelchair bound and getting worse - sometimes I want to know why is life so unfair????? I have faith and I believe in God, but I want to know that the people who deserve the good things will get them - not too much to ask for....
I hope that I can blog more..... Lily is getting ready to transition to Kindergarten and I can't believe it. So much to write about.... But, for now..... May God be with the family who lost their beautiful little girl who was so full of life and had the brighteset smile in the world....
May you rest in peace sweet Carly! I pray for your strength for your family as they grieve for you.... No words can express the sadness that is felt all over by such a tragic loss. Please keep this family in your prayers!
Miss Amazing
1 year ago
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